Saturday, August 12, 2006

Idle mind devil's workshop??

That's how the wise men put it. All my writing skills seem to come into action only during absolutely jobless times. I withdraw into a little corner of my mind, shut myself out to the others, to the painful world, to strained relations, to heartache, activities, duties, responsibilities and just unwind in my personal space.
When my mind is at rest or is struggling to hold onto something good and positive I let my thoughts wander, wherever they please. Into forbidden lands, unchartered territories, to places my life will probably never take me.
And during these wanderings I say to myself that it will all be better someday and life has something nice in store for me. It may not happen today, may not tomorrow either but it will someday.
Then I picture myself happy and I see in my mind's eye that all is well.


But my greatest fear is that a day will come when I am too busy to be there for myself. What will happen then?

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Heyyy

Pretty good !

Especially as the title talks abt meeee

:D

Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn said...

this ain't a forum for you to talk bout urself eternaly dumb

Anonymous said...

then u will have to wait for another such day. wait in hope, thats wat we do ritE? guess its this hope that keeps us going!!
-ranju

George said...

This adage is true. I can totally vouch for it. The weirdest thing's I've thought of are a direct result of just not keeping busy with normal things.

~george(orkut)

Anonymous said...

Cool shit ... u r mad ....... he he hehe

regards

Anup