Credibility

Ever heard of 'the boy who cried wolf wolf' story? Well, what else did he expect that all his life people would just coming in to rescue him from the non existent tiger at the expense of their work, life, priorities and greater responsibilities just so that he could have a few laughs and bring some excitement into his dull life.
In much the same way some of us lead our entire life with the complacent assurance that there will always be someone to accept us as we are, take our shit, provide for us or support us, love us, adore us, strengthen us, fulfil our every need, pander to our wishes and simply love us for being us!
And so we push and keep pushing them until their breaking point with our incorrigible behaviour, inexcusable selfishness, irascible temperament, maddeningly rebellious and destructive actions and words. And we just keep expecting them to live with it and love us for it.
'This is the way I am. This is me. Take it or leave it.' O ya, glorious Queen of Sheeba, rather Queen Elizabeth. the wonderful. The whole world was designed only to make your life more comfortable, smooth, mellifluous and luxurious.
Hey I am using big words cause how can I use some common, lowlife English for people as splendid and grand as us!!!

And so we go on. We push them over the brink but they, out of their most deepest, most difficult (to bring forth for us) and nicest of nicest niceness in them, still forgive and give us another chance. And then another. And yet another. Yet another.

Until they reach a point where all they are left withs a feeling of indifference, a numbness, a fit of desolation. And they just let go forever. You have killed the goodness in them, sapped it. So much that they can find no more. It will take years for regeneration. If that is even possible.

And all you can do is take your sorry self, your evil shadow away from them as quickly as you can and as far away as you can.

God bless their soul.

You think that you could maybe make it right this time. You would never hurt them again. But how can anyone ever trust you, with your track record?

Can you trust yourself even? It's best this way. Just get out of their way and their life. That's the best thing you could do for them.