Lose lose

I observe.
I think.
I ponder.
I scrutinise.
I evaluate.
I judge.
I decipher.
I conclude.
I react.
Sometimes the above process is completed within seconds and sometimes it takes what seems like centuries and for some things I think the process will not be completed in my lifetime.

But this is how I react to every stranger I meet, to every new situation or scenario I encounter and to every new development in my life.

I am a very opinionated person. Things are either black or white to me. I don't see grey. Consequently, I either love or hate people. Adore or detest them. Embrace or abor them. Indulge or ignore them. It's a 100% in or out situation.

And I usually get a similar response in return.

This is how its been so far.

Sometimes I feel happy that there isn't a fake bone in my body but sometimes I wish I were more tolerant. Or that people would get me.

Neither option is viable.