The blog.

Its the 12th of July and this is only my second post in 2009. I can't believe it. Many things have changed. Many have remained the same.

Part of me has changed. The rest has remained the same.

I still love writing. I still love reading.

But I have stayed away.

Willingly. Unwillingly. Unwittingly. Knowingly. Unknowingly. Consciously. Subconsciously. Somehow. Inexplicably.

Fact of the matter is I have.

Maybe I didn't want people to be privy to my life. My thoughts. My feelings. My opinions. Or maybe I didn't want to say things out loud. In case I realised it myself.

When you put stuff down on paper (or on a blog as in this instance) it becomes real. Meaning it has been expressed. It is out in the open.

Maybe you want that. Maybe you don't. You're not sure.

And sometimes the silence helps. Heals. In heaps. It hears.

Or maybe the option is D)None of the above.

Or you simply forgot.

About the silence. The speech. The expression. The opinion. The thoughts. The feelings. The voices.

The blog.

P.S: I'm still Oliver and I still want more.